I looked at my face in the mirror and tbh, I look so young and sweet. I don't know why would I ever let someone who doesn't deserve me to torute me and make me feel bad about myself. I want to live, to have fun.
Love should be the last thing on my mind. The one for me will be coming soon so I shouldn't bother wasting my time on someone I have no future with.
They told me were going to sushi, and I'm so excited. I love sushi! I'd eat sushi all day long.
I decided to go take a shower then glam up for tonight. Before entering the bathroom, my phone starts vibraring and its 7aidar!
I feel so happy, I start running towards my phone.
5awla: 7AAAIDAAAAR!
7aidar: how are you 5awla? Ma ts2len wla edgen 3lay
5awla: 3ad t3rf '6roofi enta kl shay mtbhdl ana roo7i '6ay3a mdri wain allah 7a6ni.
7aidar: ee walla 7as feech. Tawa 3a6eni sh'3l gad rasi moo gadr a5l9h
5awla: allah y3eeenk, 7aidar, you know what! How about you take a break and you come with us to eat sushi!
7aidar: sushi? I hate sushi 5awla!
5awla: not my problem. 3zmtk w btakl w you'll like it! You'll get to meet my cousins. They love kuwaities and I still haven't told them about you! Yalla plzz!
7aidar: enzen 3a shorch, t5leni a7b el sushi ha?
5awla: mn 3yoni
He laughed and I felt like I'm turning red for some reason. You know that manly laugh? Yes that! I LOVE!
We say our goodbyes and plan to meet at the restuarant.
I take my shower, iron my abaya, put on my usual make up and wait for 3afra to arrive.
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I was worried, I kept convinving 3afra NOT to go to sushi and to that same m63m but she ignored me.
3afra: pink wla maroon lisptick?
Dana: chub! Ana fe 7alah wnti fe 7alah! Maba sushi 3afoor maba ufff
3afra: balach enty mst5fa! Shu feech? Warach shay yalla bsr3h goly balach?
Dana: ma balay shay bs
3afra: la bs la b6ee5 yalla 6l3i
Dana: shamma btkon hnak there I said it.
I quickly take a few steps back because I was scared of her reaction.
3afra: PERFECT.
She smiles widely.
Dana: shu:s perfect? Shamma 7rmt 3mair yal habla
3afra: hayh adri shamma shamma shamma! Yaay this is perfect.
Dana: 3AFOOOR la t39beni! A7r ma 3ndi abrd ma 3ndch
3afra: this is like the perfect thing, we sit together, shamma gets used to 5awla and vise versa
Dana: enty '3abya
I throw the pillow on her and run to the bathroom to get ready.
I feel so bad because this will ruin 5awla's day.
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3afra: 5AWOOOL LW MA 6L3TI NOW BNRW7!
5awla: 2 minutes!
3afra: walla bnrw7!
I turn off the phone and watch dana freaking out.
3afra; shklch ymwt mn el'67k
Dana: enty '3bya! T3rfen 5awla btz3l!
3afra: tz3l 7g kmn sa3ah a7sn mn ma etm m'6aygah 6ol 7yatha. Btt3wd 3la 7althm w btkon okay.
Dana: tra they don't know were coming w b3dain a7s 3aib, shamma tba tkoon wya 3mair alone. 3gb btt7sbni ana ybtkm w btz3l.
3afra: may59aaaa!
Dana: embala y59a! Walla omg wayd fashla.
3afra: sharefat w a5eeran
I look back to see 5awla walking slowly towards the car.
She comes and sits in the middle!
3afra: chan 6wlti! Wayd early yaya
5awla; la t6nzain -.-
Dana: halla 5awwol!
5awla: halla 7ubyy
3afra: YOU READY? Sushiii baaabeeee
They all laugh and I see 5awla moving her hands and legs so I knew that there was something she had to say.
3afra: awal dano a7enh enty, fkeena goly ely 3ndch.
5awla: weeellll, remember 7aidar?
Dana: LAA LAAA LA PLZ 5awoool latgolen 3zzmteh
5awla: YES! Please please be nice and social.
3afra: 7aidar that kuwaity dude u met at the wedding?
5awla: yep that 7aidar!
Dana: coming with us? To sushi? Same place? Same time?
5awla: haha balach hayh!
3afra: ok 5awool we have to tell you something.
5awla: shu?
Dana: shamma and 3mair will be there too....
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Dana: shamma and 3mair will be there too....
3mair? Shamma? I felt sick. So I was going to see them. No. I didn't want that to happen. It would be awkward and weird. Especially with 7aidar being there, shamma would go crazy.
All these feelings came through...
5awla: enzen shu y3ne?
I tried to act as cool as possible.
Dana: y3ne 3adi? Bnseer?
5awla: hayh 3adi!
Dana: entu bt'thb7oni elyoum! Laish che bardeen!
3afra: 3adi 5awool 9a7! Were gonna have fun bitches!
5awla: YEAH BABE yalla drive w 76i a'3ani
Dana: text ur 7aidar w tell him enh 6l3na
5awla: my 7aaidar? Haha I like the sound of that ;;)
3afra: oob ooob
5awla: atm95r -_-
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*Shamma*
I changed my abaya more than once, suddenly all of them felt so lame and they didn't look nice on me. He made me nervous. I want him to see me as the prettiest girl he have ever seen. I looked around and grabbed that royal green abaya I had.
I wore it, applied make-up, and waited for him to come back. It was my date. I wanted him to be happy with me.
I called dana and she told me that he loved sushi so were going to have some sushi!
I hear a knock on the door and there he was, with his dark black kandoora and he looked very sexy.
Black looks better than white, blacks makes him look more manly with his sharp features. He smiled and I smiled back.
3mair: yalla?
Why is he so sexy I wondered.
3mair: 6a3 shamma arms mno ana
I smiled again and I held his hand.
I looked at him and smiled for the 3rd time. He makes me happy.
After we got into the car, I got millions of questions.
Shamma: 3mair 5aala9 youm bnoo9l bt3rf!
3mair: 3ad ma7b che aser mkan ma3rfh, w 7rmti tsoog wna ahbal yals chee
I laughed. The way he said 7rmti made me realize how I really chose the right man.
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We got into the restaurant. I took a seat next to dana while 3afra faced us. I was waiting for 7aidar. I needed to see him, I miss him so badly! He made me feel that nothing mattered.
How ironic is that? I MET HIM ONCE and he makes me feel all that. but im so scared that hell se shamma and freak out just like the way i freak out when i see 3mair. i dont want shamma to feel embarassed to but 7aidar said that there was nothing going on, he never told her anything and she didnt love him. shamma would be ok but 7aidar. i hope hes really over her like he said he was.
3afra: there are NO guys here. uff. Maaba chee dano aba awlad 7lween aba 3yooni yshofon wayh 7loo :(
Dana: enty yaya hni 3shan taklen wla tshofen awlad?
I laughed.
5awla: 3afoor allah y3en raylch that's all I can say.
3afra; walla if I had the right guy and he came to ask for my hand, I'd say ok 3la 6ool. Aba atzwj w bs. Maba adrs. Maba at5rj.
Dana: NO PASSION.
3afra: I don't need to work, daddy is enough.
Dana: mashay 6moo7 7g elmst8bl 3afoor?
3afra: la mashay lel2sf
5awla: omggg omggg omgg you guys! Here he come!
They all turned around with their jaws dropped.
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3mair: hahaha sushi mst7el shammo kaif 3rfti.
Shamma: mdri bs elmhm 3rft :$
She looked into my eyes and I came close. I kissed her neck and she felt weak.
She held my hand for support and I thought maybe just maybe I can fall inlove with this girl.
