H's fairytale 12

Umayah : 7amdaa yalla ur gonna be late , 6yaartch elsa3aa 10

7amda: ok mama im ready , wainnn 3bdoo?

Umayah: 3bdoo is waiting for u outside

I saw pain and tears in my mom eyes; I felt that she was broken and devastated.

7amda: mama balach:s?

Umayah; btwlh 3laich mamaty

She hugged me :s YES THAT SELFISH MOM HUGGED ME

She does this when im about to leave

She remembers her daughter when im about to go away and start a new life

Where was she when I needed a shoulder to cry on? Wain kanat youm knt aba ashki hmoomi w afraa7i WAIN?

I toold her that I was going to miss her too, she gave me a lecture on how to be all safe and not contact weird people ans strangers that I don’t actually know.

I was planning to stay in an apartment , the fact that I was alone made it scary but chew la che bt3wd 3l maw’6oo3

It was time to go , time to leave DUBAI , time to start w new life and erase my horrible past

I was still thinking about man9oor aaah man9oor

You made me do this , you made me want to change

You showed me how karma is a bitch

3lmtni kaif eldnya 9dg matswa

7amda; 3bdoo , AIRPORT TIME :p

(Man9oor)

Aa55 t3baan nfsyn mn ely estwa ams

Im not a person that 7amda can depend on

Im scared of commitments, I never had any. Maystwi a5leeha t7bni 3gb aksrha b hal 6ree8a

We would never work, our relationship will be hell and difficult

Ufff I have to let go , this is not worth it !

(7amda)

Reem was crying so hard , she was not helping at all

7amda: reemoo tbain t9y7eeni y3nee, I cant cry ! look at all of these guys around us!

Reem:  chub ya 7mara ! London is far and I will never get to see u

7amda: LA U WILL ! I talked to ahmed , ur coming to london after a couple of months

Reem: a couple of months is hell ! ufff 7amdooo im nothing without u t3rfeen hal shay !

7amda: la t3wreeli galbyyy 7aboob, I promise enh ma bt7seen I left a9ln. awal ma  bnsh bt9l feech w gbl la argd w youm bswi ay shay important ill BBM U

Reem: ya just don’t stalk me dude

7amda: diee -.- a7awl I make u feel better y3neee

We hugged and I had to go

My heart was latterly broken into pieces , ill never get to say goodbye to my first love

My first love that hadn’t  got any chance of being in a relationship

Ylst in my seat , switched off my fone , put on my headphones

W bdooon ma7ss

W9lt LONDOOOOON BABEE !

I got to my hotel , etsb7t w 7alahh

W I sat on my bed  and switched on my fone

I had 13 bbm’s , 4 sms , and 1 email

I checked them all but that one email blew me away

From: Man9ooralx@hotmail.com

To : 7amdalax@hotmail.com

Dear 7amda,

Im sorry for what happened last night, I couldn’t think straight

I want you so badly and I think you already know that but im not ready

Im not ready to be in a relationship , a serious one

Im not ready to commit to you and im not ready to be all yours

Im a bad guy w m3roof b hal shay , that doesn’t mean that im proud of it but that’s just me

I don’t want to give us a chance 3shan a3rf enh we don’t have any chance

Love,

Man9oor alx

7amda: YOURE AN ASSS BASTARD

A9ln hes not even a man ! how can he just say that ?:s

Oh man9oor will be my past and only my past

Hes making me fel that im not worth the try

Who does he think he is? Mlyoon wa7d ytmnaani w 7’6i ma byoogf 3ndk yal 78eer J

I was devastated yet strong

Im gonna be strong

Yes ill cry for a few days

But ill recover soon enough

That ass made my life miserable and Im so getting over him

Ill just stay away from love