You can’t sleep? Me neither I cant seem to stop thinking about you. You have no idea how hard it is to force myself to stop thinking about you sometimes. Its hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. How much I’ve changed since you’ve been a part of my life. Sometimes I want to meet the person I would have been if I didn’t meet you.
I would always tell myself one day, there’s going to be a guy who’s going to love you, your body, your smile, the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you laugh, he’s going to love you and you’re going to feel confident and on top of the world. One day, you won’t feel insecure. Your day will come, I promise. And it did, my knight in shining armor came for me. If it weren’t for you I would be still that girl who looks at her reflection in the mirror and pointed out every flaw. You were a flame that lit up my whole world.
It’s just… I look at you and I see the kind of person I want to share my life with. I know I probably sound crazy, but I’ve never been able to look at someone the way I look at you. Conversations with you comes naturally, I don’t have to think about what to say. I hate you for leaving me alone but I love you at the same time. Sometimes I want to throw you off a cliff, then rush to the bottom to catch you, your making me go crazy.
The truth is I still care and always will. I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever.
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