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24 February 2012

O&K 6

3afra; omg 7mood she just fell walla!!!

I quickly started running like crazy, I don't know what happened to this girl! She goes insane when she hears his name. He's a bad influence and not a guy that she deserves to be with.

I placed her head on my knees and I kept shaking her , begging her to wake up and stop acting!

3afra; 5awool shu feech! Omg :(

I started crying , it was really scary and I had no idea what to do.

M7md came by and he freaked out! The girl just fainted for the first time ever!

M7md; 3afoor ana byeeb may ok?

3afra; hurry hurry!!!!

M7md was running like crazy and I kept placing my hands all over 5awools face, she was moving her head shwei w she looked at me and then closed her eyes again

3afra; tsm3eni 5awla?

5awla; hmmm

3afra; what happened to u hun! 5wfteeni

She got up and sat down next to me

Her head was on my shoulders, she couldn't take control. She seemed more than drunk and really confused.

5awla; what happened 3afra?!

3afra; idk 7bebti u just blacked out

5awla; ooh my head a7s bynfjr

M7md came with the water and he handed it to 5awool.

5awla; thnx
M7md smiled and 5awla smiled back

M7md; feeling ok?

5awla; take me to bed u guyz! I don't feel like talking..

3afra; ok 7ayati yalla nshi!

I gave her my hand and she grabbed it, I took her to her room
6y7tha 3l bed w l7ftha w 6l3t!

What happened today was over way way over!

M7md was standing br3 , waiting for me I guess

I gave him a sad look and he hugged me.

3afra; laish che yals yswi feeha 7mod :( walla 7ram kasra 5a6ri wayd! Tmoot feh t7bh w hoo mb m3brnha! Y3ne shu mayshoof 7ubha ! N7na mla7'6een hoo ahbal shu!

M7md; calm down 3afoor

He kissed my head and we sat down on the couch.

M7md; u can't blame 3mair , u know they don't belong together

3afra; SO, he has to stay away! NOT INVITE HER HERE and crush her heart!

M7md; allah yhdeh bs , '6ay3

3afra; I don't fucking care, she's my everything and I care about her A LOT!

M7md; I know 3afoor

3afra; laish a7s fe shay mb yals t5brni eyah, I don't understand him! Laish ygrbha mnh w 3gb yb3dha w 3gb che tnjr7 elensanah

M7md; la la mafee shay! Shu bykoon fee y3ne :D

3afra; I don't know , u tell me :)

M7md; wanna get some dinner? Feeling hungry :)

3afra; '3ayyer elsalfh bs ill find out soon 7mood

M7md; I'm telling u mafe shay 3afra!

He stood up and walked ahead.
I gave him a look -.- and walked after him.

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*3mair*

When I got out of the room , I saw no one so I guessed they all headed outside.
I spent a lot of time , thinking about what happened and what I'm supposed to do, I had no idea what they were doing br3 wla shu mstwi!
I just lokced myself inside the room

I've talked to shamma, she's been really sweet lately. I feel so bad for having these feelings which are not for her.
I have to be loyal atleast to my soon to be wife.
Everything is just really complicated, I decided to go out and see what's going on.
I spotted 3afor and 7mood

3mair; wain?

M7md; dinner , coming?

3mair: hmm la2 ,, wain ,,

And when I was about to continue

3afra; leave the girl alone would u? Stop playing with her its really not fair!

3mair; what the fuck ! Shu tgoolen enty! Aba arms bnt 3amty

3afra; bnt 3amtk fee 7dood bainkm! Mb walla kl shwei t7s'sha b shay w tksr 5a6rha

3mair; don't make me go angry 3afra

M7md; let's go 3afoor

They left me alone , making me really angry.

I wondered wain kanat wla shu sawat after I ordered her to leave
Akeed 39bt w ksrt eldnya. I sat on the couch upstairs and watched some tv.

Every channel was utterly BORING!
I couldn't handle the boredom , I stood up to go to the kitchen bs she appeared out of no where.

I looked down w she looked the other way, I took small steps closer to her.
She took small steps back

3mair; please 5awool

5awla; leave me alone

3mair; I'm sorry

5awla; u don't mean it

3mair; I promise I do

5awla; u always SAY IT OK ALWAYS! And u hurt me even worse the next day

Bdat t9ar5 w tyn mthl doom!
I grabbed her into my arm and I kissed her head

3mair; mmkn thdeen?

5awla; la2 3mair la2:( I'm sick of u being such an ass about everything! What do u want from me ha what!

I raised her head and looked into her eyes , she was about to tear up but I kissed her small eyes
She hugged me and she let it go as always

She forgives me bsr3h l2nh t5af ill go and never ask about her
But I won't do that
How can someone forget his everything?
She's the reason I'm breathing now , she makes life seem so simple and easy when I'm around her. She makes everything seem much more fun and exciting.

I kissed her cheeks and her smile grew wider.
I don't wanna do this bs walla I can't control myself.
I can't stay away from her but ill do soon so maybe things will change afterwards , maybe just maybe ill know how to live without her being so close to me

5awla; wain 3afoor?

3mair; saraw eyebon dinner

5awla; good because I'm really hungry

I looked into her eyes and I felt the need to tell her about shamma.

She has to know because shell get to know sooner or later ..
Maybe not now! I don't wanna ruin this beach trip for her.

5awla; this day is so ruined! Tommorow will be a good one 9a7?

3mair; YUp t3rfeen shu 5awool, I ordered a ship like a really BIG boat w shay rooms w che so well gonna sleep for 1 day w 3gb bnrd elbeach house!

5awla; omg LOVE it ! Its gonna be fun

3mair; yup ;)

We both smiled and she hugged me.

5awla; 3mair , how about a movie fe ur room

3mair; enzen yalla t3ali

She started running towards my room and singing.
She was really happy and I loved that.

She chose a movie and she sat on the bed , I sat next to her and she closed the blinds

3mair; RULES for 5awool

5awla; stop it -.-"!

I laughed and she did a goofy face

3mair; 1. NO crying
            2. NO screaming
            3. NO avoiding 3mair w tndmjain fl movie -.-

5awla; haha u talk a lot u know that-.- 3ad especially fl cinema I nEed to place my hands on ur mouth and what u do -.- keep kissing it and biting it so I let go

I gave her an angel face and she threw the pillow on me.

3mair; yalla enthbri fe mkanch bda elmovie

5awla; let's cuddle babe

She laughed at that and I gave her ";)"

I went close to her I grabbed her body from the black and placed my neck on her shoulder

She was stuck with me now
I felt the tension but she tried to keep it coool
I loved that I made her nervous.

She kept moving and moving , trying to let go of my grip

I kissed her neck and she stopped, she was shocked.

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*5awla*

He kissed my neck and I couldn't even move now.
Its not like its the first time he kisses me but this kiss was different
I felt that it was passionate w che I loved the feeling that came afterwards

Now I gave him my face I moved my whole body and faced him

I played with his hair and his face

I tried going close even more. He grabbed my body stronger w che he smiled while I played with his hair and his hot face.

5awla; 3mair

3mair; hmm

5awla; 7bait?

He looked at me in a serious way and looked into my eyes. I was nervous about his answer, I wished it to be " NO " or " Yes " but the yes part should belong to me.
I want his heart , I want him for me.
I kept denying the fact that I don't like him the way they think I do
But who am I kidding?
A3shgh , I can't stop thinking about him , I can't even do a thing without his presence. I need him to lead , to show me the right path.

5awla; haa

He moved even closer to me , he grabbed my face and he was about to do it
His breath all over my face , his smell , his strong hands , his built body, his lips
I was about to have this incredible feeling but..

3afra; 5AWOOOL! 3MAAAIR! Were here!

I was about to leave , to just run away before 3afra sees this
But he held my hand and he pushed me back closer.

5awla; 3mair leave me.

3mair; 5awla t3ban , m7tajnch bs I can't! I can't fucking do this

5awla; give me one reasom 3mair :( why cant we be like anyone else.

He gave me a kiss on the cheeks

3mair; I need to tell u something

5awla; I know ! U need to! Fe shay 3mair

3mair; yup

He kissed my head and my small nose

I held his hand closer to my heart

5awla; 3mair a7s a7...

But he placed his thumb on my lips
Ma 5alani agoolha!

3mair; t9b7en 3la 5air 5awla.

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*3mair*

I went outside my room w srt br3 atmsha 3l b7r

El9ra7ah ely swaaitah kan '3abi w selfish

Lazm bs ab3d 3nha w enshallah he bt3rf broo7ha by ahlha

I called shamma , telling her that I would be returning tommorow.

Trrrn trrrrrn trrrrn trrrn

Shamma; halla 7ayati

3mair; halla , agool shamma bachr rad ana tra so if u wanna go shopping or something ..

Shamma; allah 9dg 3ad I reallly do miss you <3 ma3ndi 9abr kl 7d y3rf 3na !

Ans I just laughed .. A fake fake laugh ..

5 comments:

  1. 7ram laish cheeh ysawy feha walla tksir il5a6ir 27is ba9ee7 :'(

    plz post asap..
    love ya, xoxo


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  2. yaaaaay im ssoooo happy u posted!!!! loved it to bits!! i love ur blog mashALLAH. and when ur going to post again soon? 1 or 2 weeks ? i HAVE to know, cause i dnt hv so much time these days.

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  3. Nooo inzain he doesn't love shamma!! 7aram ysawe chi f both girls
    ugh! I hate arranged marriages!!
    We have to know the details about this >,<
    and what about 5awla? maaaayit 3alaaiha w hya b3d t7ba !!
    I am sooo into this!!!
    You have to post really soon!!! Don't keep us waiting too long!

    - N

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  4. i feeel bad for 5awoooooool
    when she gets the news she'll be devastated
    7araam che ysaweebha 3mair </3

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  5. Ms and Hs: 7razam 9a7! luv ya too hun
    Anon: aww 7yaati walla thnxx ! fr7teeni ! i think i mihgt take time so 2 weeks.
    N: w chaaaaan tt7ms N:O hhhh enshallah
    Anon: i know!!

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