O&K 11

I started distracting myself by talking with danoo about random things but she didn't get me.

Dana; 5awool shut up w goomi 5lna nslm

My heart was beating so fast

I heard his voice
The same exact voice I longed to her 1 year ago
Goose bumps were all over my body

Dana stood up

Dana; halla 3mair , twlhna 3laik

3afra stood up

3afra; el7mdllah 3l salama brooo!

And then it was me

Rf3t rasi and he was standing jdami
I looked at him with grief and sadness
My eyes got filled with tears

3mair; sh7alch 5awla

I didn't stand up , I didn't shake hands
Its was just a simple answer

5awla; b5air

He went and sat next to yadoo

He placed his arms around her and talked to her with a big smile

I don't how can he be so happy and selfish

I just hate him!

Shamma moved her place and sat next to 3mair
She placed her hands on his legs and looked at him
Bdat she whispers ashya2 fe ethnh and a kiss on the neck

I was doomed , I kept shaking , magdr :s , I can't do this!
Its hard
Seeing him become this HOT
Ensan jameel ya nass
He's not just hot
hoo jameel mashallah
Feeh jamal mb 6bee3i


Dana held my hands and looked at me
She felt that I was really sick of watching kl ha
I gave her a weak smile and assured her that I'm strong enough to look at them.

Shamma; t9dgoon banaat ! Hatha ur cousin wayd 3need -_- may3ybh shaaay walla!

Yadoo; hatha 3mair mn 9'3rh che

Who's she to be talking about him jdami :)!

Even though I was angry , I managed to smile to myself

Yes, 3mair is so stubborn
I looked down at my hands and a smile just appeared when they were talking about how he wants everything his way.

After a few seocnds , I raised my head again and he was STARING at me
But youm shfth 9ad el9oob elthani

Really 3mair?

Moza/3mair's mom; 5awla w 3afra w danoo mmkn tsa3dooni shwei

Dana: shu 5aloo

Moza; la bs aba help fl m6b5 shwei

We stood up and followed her
I felt such a relief that I left that room :)

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When she left , I couldn't even focus.
I need to keep looking at her
I miss her face and most importantly her smile.
She looks so innocent , I just want to hug her.


Shamma; 3mair ?

3mair: hmmm

Shamma; 5lna n6l3 br3 shwei nrms

3mair; enzen yalla

I just agreed so I can take a glimpse of her on the way outside

I opened the door and made shamma take the first step outside.

Followed her and we went to the big garden filled with beautiful flowers which we couldn't see because it was too dark.

My eyes were searching for her but they didn't find her

Shamma; 7bebi elyoum bnswi sleepover wya ur cousins

3mair; zain che tt3rfain 3laihm akthr

Shamma; bs hay 5wla a7sha mat7bni 3mair :(

Her name made my heart beat so fast

I looked at shamma not knowing what to say next

3mair; give her time

Shamma; I'm so excited , they seem nice w mashallah a7lahm dana

3mair; u think so?

Shamma; ya 5wla mb wayd 7lwa a9ln w 3afra y3ne jameela b3d

Wow, nobody dared to talk about "K" jdami ! And now she comes and says that my "K" is not even gorgeous !

 3mair; bs 3ad shamma , shu tbain feehm a7eenh

I said that with a mad tone

She came close and grabbed my neck

I wouldve just pushed her but I don't want to hurt her
She's too nice wyay that I feel so mean

She looked into my eyes

Shamma; t3rf lain al7en we didn't have our first kiss

I was shocked. Usually us guyz would do that step but with me and shamma its different.

I have no feelings , I can't kiss her.

But she did! She did because she knew she had to do it , she did because she knew the me , 3mair , would never do it.
I know that shamma t7s enh our relationship is not that much loveeeeyyy but I try to make her feel secured about it.

I kissed her back.

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3afra; I hate her -,- 8hrttniiiiiiiiiiii b'3aait a9mha kaff -_-

Dana; 9aa7b shftu youm basth w mdri kaif , 9dg ma tst7i , enzeen mb jdaamna 3ad w jdam yadoo aham shay


3afra; t3rfeen daanoo , elyoum bnl3wzhaaa -.-

5awla; ayyh 3afoor :@ 7raam enzeen , 3shan 3mair bs nt7mlha

3afra; seeri zgii 5awool , ure supposed to be the first one to go " YES! 3afoor U GO GIRL! "

I laughed with dana :p
This girls is just too funnyy!

I kicked her ass

5awla; 5aaibh mb ass , ryooli 3wrtni

Dana; aham shay bl jlaabyh b3d 5awool tshotenha

She shaked her ass and got out of the kitchen , keeping me and danoo die out of laughter!

Dana; enty bs goolely habla wla habla hal ensanah

5awla; hahahahah

Dana; 5awool

5awla; shuu

She talked to me while preparing the wara8 3enab

Dana; how are u now? Is everything ok?

5awla; I feel ok but my heart hurts u know? he seems happy so I won't bother him

Dana; no he doesn't seem happy -_- kl shwei y6al3ch

I blushed and looked at her

5awla; walla?


Dana; yes 7beebti , he still wants you but he's stuck with her

5awla; ok? So I can't do anything , I can't hope for him to come back , I can't keep loving him knowing that he's with someone now and its official danoo

Dana; just keep in mind that he loved u no matter what!

5awla; all I need to know that I love him and I will keep loving him







3mair; loving who?

He entered with shamma holding his hands

W ana mn el9dmh g9aait eydy bl knifee

And let me tell u? I HATE BLOOD!

I started shaking and panicking!

Danoo; omg 5awool! Shu swaitii! Bseer byeblch hal dwa mal yadoo

He came so close that I could recognize it from his smell

3mair: matshoofen?

His breath all over my neck and shoulders

I was about to slap him , shu 8a9dh matshoofeen?! Why does he care a9ln!

5alwa; go away

He laughed and that made me more nervous!

5awla; ufffffff wainha dana!

3mair; enzen 5leeni ashoof?

5awla; 3maair GOOOM b3eed :( uffff

3mair; RAWEENI!

I gave him my hand and he started laughing again

I was about to take my hand away

3mair; sorry sorry

Shamma; its just a small cut 5awla!

3mair; traha daloo3a


Why is he doing this! Seriously! Yf'67ni jdamhaa


But when he touched my hand , the mad 5awla turned to the calm 5awla.

I looked at him and he looked back at me with a smile

I can't do this , w shamma jdami?
I can't have feelings for him , even though I hate that shamma creature , I have respect for myself!

I can't
I took my hands away and went to dana


5alwa; SNTAIN?

Dana; that was so cute da5l:(! '3abya u went away!

5awla; omg danoo mn el9b7 t6al3ain w madsheen u save me?

Dana; I couldn't

5awla; I almost died yal habla ! I hate u w b3daain 3aib enzeen w 7raam 7g shamma

Dana; shamma w shamma UFFF

5awla; give me that !

I took eldwa w rw7t

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I followed her outside

She was walking so fast that I couldn't catch up


3maair; 5a woo l

She turned around

3mair; wait shwei

I ran to her and I grabbed her hand

3mair; sorry mb 8a9di a'67k 3laich bs u know its funny -,-"

5awla; no its not enzen w give me eydyy -,-"

3mair; why don't u take away ur hand

5awla; cuz ull shout and go like this " RAWEENI " it scares me

He smiled and I smiled too.

3mair: sm3t btswoon sleep-over

5awla; yaa .. With ur wife

It really hurts listening to her saying " ur wife "

3mair; yes my wife .....

She was silent for about 2 minutes

3mair; how are u

5awla; I was fine before u decided to show up

3mair; ouch?

5awla; seriously why do u have to come back! Why 3mair why

3mair; shu hal s2al 5awool , this is where I belong

5awla; I just.... like ..... I don't know !

3mair; well u seem ok

5awla; I seem ok? Are u fucking serious! I cried for months , I abandoned my family and myself, food and water didn't enter my system for weeks! What are u talking about 3mair? Enth ely u seem all happy

3mair; well I am happy

5awla; GOOD

3mair; I'm happy that I'm back.

she looked at me with confused eyes

3mair; I'm happy that ure here now.

5awla; well guess what , I seriously did moved on. I'm actually glad that shamma appeared!

She smiled and kept me speechless.

3mair; good then that's great.

5awla; yaa life is amazing!

3mair; it really is

I faked a smile


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 I lied and lied and lied.

5awla; well guess what , I seriously did moved on. I'm actually glad that shamma appeared!

I faked a BIG smile which I'm really good at!
He didn't say anything
Just silence!


3mair; good then that's great.

5awla; yaa life is amazing!

Goo 5awool! Perfect at lying !

3mair; it really is

I faked a smile AGAIN