Next day * At Grandma's house *
I was staring at these beautiful statues they've got. They come from a wealthy family mashalla. Even though 3mair is young , heve got things that I can benefit from and we can live by.
I'm so happy that I finally found my man, I've been waiting for so long.
My heart wasn't broken once or twice , it got broken by many people.
Family, friends, boyfriends, and more. Even strangers.
I can't describe myself as pretty
I'm average.
I have the curves
I have the smile
I have the personality
But I lack confidence
I give everything but I rarely get back. I want to settle down , to start a family , to be loved and to love back.
3mair is the one. I feel it, I know it.
I smiled to myself and felt my fone vibrating
It was him
My face shined.
Shamma; good morning!
3mair; ahlain!
Oh his sleepy voice ~
Shamma; how are u?
3mair; sleepy
I giggled and he giggled too.
Shamma; well were going to wild wadi today
3mair; what? Today? I think m5tl6
Shamma; ya I knw
3mair; what do u mean u know , go tommorow.
Shamma; mb 3a kaify 3mair, elbanat yboon elyoum.
3mair; enzen elbsi shay y'36i sh3rch w jsmch.
Shamma; enshallah:$
3mair; hmm mno sayr bl'6b6?
Shamma; dana w 3afra w 5awla.
3mair; 5awla?
Shamma; ya 5awla a'6ni
3mair; aha enzen yalla bye , have fun
And he quickly closed.
Uffffff , we didn't even got time to talk. I hate this!
-------
5awla; IM TELLING U IM NOT GOING!
Dana; u suggested it 5awool!
3afra; COMMON! It will be fun
5awla; w b3dain its mixed today, my dad will kill me.
Dana; so what! Its not like u haven't lied to him about this.
5awla; what! Shu t5rfen dana? I didn't lie, I went because of 3ma--
And then I stopped.
They looked at me
3afra: and his name appears again.
Dana; well too bad , he's not coming today :)
5awla; well too bad I'm not swimming ill be sitting watching u
Dana: that is boring 5awla!
3afra; really 5awol? Are u shy?
5awla; shy wayhch, I don't feel like swimming. I have my period.
Dana; bullshit
3afra; go die 5awla, t3ali dano let's pick the sexiest swim suit!
Dana; yeah -.-
They gave me the look and went to the dressing room.
5awla; UFFFFFFF I hate u guyz.
Yes I don't want to go now because I don't feel comfortable. I don't like people staring at me especially men.
Gbl kan '3air, gbl they wouldn't dare to look at 5awla. He was with me
He held my hand
He watched over me
He led the way
Now he's not here
And I wouldn't dare. It doesn't feel right. It just doesn't.
I layed down on my bed and looked at the ceiling.
Grabbed my phone and went through all the chats. I have tons but one caught my eye.
3mair Alx;
La tseren wyahm.
What?!! Is he serious? Why should I listen to him.
5awool *??:
Na3am?
3mair Alx:
La tseren.
5awool *??:
Lool you're funny.
3mair Alx;
Too bad , I don't find this funny at all. I'm not asking you , I'm ordering you.
5awool *??;
I think you have your own wife to order around.
3mair Alx;
Ana glt ely 3ndi w enty t3rfen shu tswen
WHAT THE HELL!
I threw my fone and hollered
5awla; GET ME THE SEXIEST MOST GORGEOUS SWIM SUIT!
Dana; what?
3afra; YAAAAY 5awool is back!
I smiled. If he really wanna play this game , its fucking on babe.
Dana; pink or purple?
5awla; white!
3afra; yes yes white!
Dana: shu white! I don't like it
5awla; give it to me -.- bsr3h were late.
I grabbed the suit and headed inside the bathroom.
I kept thinking that its wrong. Don't do it 5awla. Go back to the bedroom. Wear your shorts and get over it.
But ana ensanah 3needa. Ma7b 7d y2mrni w 59oo9n 7d may59h feeni:)
-----
Shamma; I don't think 3mair will like it.
Dana; what! He won't even see us! Don't worry!
Shamma; what if he came?
3afra; why would he:s?
Shamma; idk I'm worried!
5awla; were here!
I jumped out of the car, put on my chanel sunglasses
Covered my body with a see through black cloth and headed inside.
The place was filled.
It was filled filled with hot americans
And disgusting 5leji's who won't stop flirting with every girl they pass by.
I took a seat and watched kids laughing. Mothers screaming. Men fooling around.
I loved the view.
U can see burj el araab
And its amazing! I think I'm gonna be enjoying today.
But suddenly....
Someone taps my back...
3mair; why are u here exactly?
Shamma; HES HERE! :O I TOLD YOU!
Dana; SHIT!
3afra; where where!
Shamma; there! Right next to 5awla !!
Dana: why is here 3afoor!
3afra; shdrani la -.- mtfyj ha
Shamma: omg! I think he looks angry
Dana; why and 5awol looks frustrated.
Shamma; he should be -.- look at what she's wearing.
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*dana*
Shamma; he should be -.- look at what she's wearing.
I looked at 3afra b3d klamha, shu 89dha? Klh wla 5awool. She can't judge her.
3afra; she looks stunning. May59h hoo
Shamma; I know I know but he has the right to be mad , its a bad image.
Dana: no its not! He has to care about u and only u!
Shamma; calm down!
3afra; let's go!
-----
*5awla*
5awla; why are you here?
3mair; answer my question
5awla; answer mine.
3mair; 5awla!
He grabbed the chair and took a seat. He couldn't handle seeing me talk back at him. He never liked it.
3mair; mywd 3mri jdam elnass tra w b3dain shu labsa.
5awla; shu y59k ya5i 9dg f'6ool w rzh.
3mair: 5awlaaaaa!
I got scared.
I stood up but he grabbed me from my arms and pulled me wrah.
----
*3mair*
She looked aaah I don't know. Amazing. Her body is just gorgeous.
I can keep looking at her without even blinking.
She's killing me.
She can't share this with everyone. I feel like its my property. She belongs to me.
I don't know what I'm saying or what am I even doing but I couldn't.
I couldn't handle the fact that men could be watching her and thinking about her.
5awla; Hdniii ufffff
3mair; dshi elsayarah!
5awla; ma bdsh hdni!
3mair; DSHI!
He pushed me inside and closed the door.
He got into the front seat and drived as fast as he can
5awla; s5eef
Ignore 3mair.
5awla; fe kl shay yba ytd5l.
---
*5awla*
My arm is hurting me!
He pushed me into the car like I'm his dog.
He's taking me to I wonder where.
5awla; 5ays!
I kept cursing and curisng and all he did was 6aff me.
I hate being ignored.
Hate it hate it.
5awla; NZLNIIIIIIIIIIII
3mair; eskti! Mmkn tfhmeni shu labsa.
I looked at my body. I knew It was wrong. I felt like a bitch.
But he pushed me there. Why does he care? Why does he give a fuck what I do?
I kept queit.
3mair; ha fhmeni wla mat3rfen shu tgoolen. El9ra7h 9dmteni.
He looked at me and I looked down.
3mair; yalla enzli.
I looked around and It was that same park we were in back then.
I smiled
He gave me a hodie and I placed it on.
I ran like a child. This place is so special u can't imagine how.
5awla; OMG 3maaait tt'thkr hal shay!
He laughed and laughed. He stood there.
I grabbed his hand and I made him run with me.
I forgot why I was mad.
I forgot everything.
I focused on the moment were sharing right now.
27 June 2012
18 June 2012
O&K 13
I apologize, not the best post but i promise ill keep writing!
Enjoy :*
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*3mair*
She was sitting right there between my future wife and my cousin.
I looked at her and she looked the other way. I never planned on hurting her that much. I've never thought that she was attached to me hal kthr.
Shamma; btrw7 7beebi?
3mair; hayh b'3aity shay?
Shamma; t3al eeyls wyana shwei
She smiled and I smiled back.
Dana moved w swtli mkan next to shamma.
She grabbed my hand and started talking with a wide smile
The problem is that I couldn't listen. I was too busy looking at her while she was staring down at her fingers.
Shamma; yooh 3mair aklm mnu ana
3mair; sorry sr7t, shu?
Shamma; 3afra etgool 9ootk wayd 7loo
Dana; haaayh! E7lfi ma sm3ch 9ooth tra walla y5bl
Shamma; t9dgoon ma sm3ni wna 56eebth
3afra; yaalla '3nlha 3maair
Dana; hayh hayh!
*5awla*
Why do my cousins have to be so cruel like that? '3neelha? Really 3afra? Really dana? Do you guyz think that I can bare listening to him singing to shamma?
I stood up and excused myself
5awla; bser bshrb may
Shamma; la shu! Leaving when 3mair is about to sing! Ylsi w hach may!
She gave me a bottle of water and I cursed.
He looked at me and I rolled my eyes.
No, I don't want to hear him sing
No, I'm not ok with her being close to him
Is that weird? Am I overreacting?
Dana; yalla 5awool! By'3ni elrayal.
3mair; shu tbaini a'3ni shamma.
Shamma; mdri 7beebi ay shay.
3afra; enth '3air elnass 3ndi mal rashed elmajed.
My heart melted. That song was OUR favorite song. I can't stay here anymore
5awla; no no I hate that song.
Dana; what! BULLSHIT! Its ur fav song!
5awla; who said?
Dana; you did -.-
5awla; I di dnt..
3mair; e7m
He grabbed the guitar mn wrah and started singing
3mair; enth '3air elnass 3ndi enty 3ndi shay kbeer kaif b9br wna shayf nass mn 7oolk ktheer...
He kept staring at me
I wanted to kick his face.
3mair; ana a7bk w agolha lk klma 5leha fe balk wna mani ay 3ashg ana lama a3shg a'3eer walla lama a3shg a'3eer.
Shamma; seriously 3mair?! That was wow!
Dana; 5leeh y'3neelch shammo 3l stage fl 3rs
3afra; EPIC!
3mair; bskm entu. L3wztu el7rma aked fe 5a6rha etgol " shu myslni wya hal 5day"
Dana; 3n el'3l6 3maair -.-
3afra; m9dg 3mrh el2a5, yalla bara3 , sleepover mal banat bs
Shamma laughed and 3mair rolled his eyes.
He stood up and was about to leave but she stood up too and rk'6t wraaah.
The door closed and they all stared at me.
5awla; SHUUUUU!
Dana; s5eefh
3afra; habla
Dana; m3aaa8aa!
3afra; '3abya!
5awla; bal bal bal kaltooni, shu na3am 5air
3afra; n'6ratch 5leha 7g 3mrch ok? Tra elbnt mskeena
Dana; I agree
5awla; go die. I give looks bdoon ma7s.
Dana; chub. Walla shklh ma y7bha -.- 7araaaam!
3afra; don't say that habla!
Dana; its the truth
3afra; y3ne shu tboonhm ykonon foog b3'6 3shan ybynoon 7g elshai5a dana enhm inlove?
Dana; NO I don't see sparks.
5awla; please bs, can we stop talking about them? Roo7h bla radah enshallah.
Dana; 5awool shu raych enseer wild wadi bachr?!
5awla; yaaaa ybalna en'3yr jaw
3afra; weere inviting shamma too
5awla; ur new best friend?
Dana; hahahahah
3afra; t'3aaraain??
5awla; haha '67kteni ana a'3ar mnha laish?
---
*shamma*
Shamma; wait 3mair
He turned around and smiled
3mair; halla
I came closer to him and hugged him.
He was shocked but he hugged me back.
I felt warmth and love.
I think I'm starting to fall for this perfect man.
I raised my head and looked at him
Looked into his eyes..
Shamma; your eyes are honey
3mair; honey?
He laaughed,
Shamma; I mean the color -.-
I blushed and looked down.
He kissed my head
3mair; yalla rdi da5l b3dain bt9l fech.
Shamma; enshalla!:$
I runned back to the room like a kid.
I was happy , beyond happy.
Shamma; A7BHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Enjoy :*
---
*3mair*
She was sitting right there between my future wife and my cousin.
I looked at her and she looked the other way. I never planned on hurting her that much. I've never thought that she was attached to me hal kthr.
Shamma; btrw7 7beebi?
3mair; hayh b'3aity shay?
Shamma; t3al eeyls wyana shwei
She smiled and I smiled back.
Dana moved w swtli mkan next to shamma.
She grabbed my hand and started talking with a wide smile
The problem is that I couldn't listen. I was too busy looking at her while she was staring down at her fingers.
Shamma; yooh 3mair aklm mnu ana
3mair; sorry sr7t, shu?
Shamma; 3afra etgool 9ootk wayd 7loo
Dana; haaayh! E7lfi ma sm3ch 9ooth tra walla y5bl
Shamma; t9dgoon ma sm3ni wna 56eebth
3afra; yaalla '3nlha 3maair
Dana; hayh hayh!
*5awla*
Why do my cousins have to be so cruel like that? '3neelha? Really 3afra? Really dana? Do you guyz think that I can bare listening to him singing to shamma?
I stood up and excused myself
5awla; bser bshrb may
Shamma; la shu! Leaving when 3mair is about to sing! Ylsi w hach may!
She gave me a bottle of water and I cursed.
He looked at me and I rolled my eyes.
No, I don't want to hear him sing
No, I'm not ok with her being close to him
Is that weird? Am I overreacting?
Dana; yalla 5awool! By'3ni elrayal.
3mair; shu tbaini a'3ni shamma.
Shamma; mdri 7beebi ay shay.
3afra; enth '3air elnass 3ndi mal rashed elmajed.
My heart melted. That song was OUR favorite song. I can't stay here anymore
5awla; no no I hate that song.
Dana; what! BULLSHIT! Its ur fav song!
5awla; who said?
Dana; you did -.-
5awla; I di dnt..
3mair; e7m
He grabbed the guitar mn wrah and started singing
3mair; enth '3air elnass 3ndi enty 3ndi shay kbeer kaif b9br wna shayf nass mn 7oolk ktheer...
He kept staring at me
I wanted to kick his face.
3mair; ana a7bk w agolha lk klma 5leha fe balk wna mani ay 3ashg ana lama a3shg a'3eer walla lama a3shg a'3eer.
Shamma; seriously 3mair?! That was wow!
Dana; 5leeh y'3neelch shammo 3l stage fl 3rs
3afra; EPIC!
3mair; bskm entu. L3wztu el7rma aked fe 5a6rha etgol " shu myslni wya hal 5day"
Dana; 3n el'3l6 3maair -.-
3afra; m9dg 3mrh el2a5, yalla bara3 , sleepover mal banat bs
Shamma laughed and 3mair rolled his eyes.
He stood up and was about to leave but she stood up too and rk'6t wraaah.
The door closed and they all stared at me.
5awla; SHUUUUU!
Dana; s5eefh
3afra; habla
Dana; m3aaa8aa!
3afra; '3abya!
5awla; bal bal bal kaltooni, shu na3am 5air
3afra; n'6ratch 5leha 7g 3mrch ok? Tra elbnt mskeena
Dana; I agree
5awla; go die. I give looks bdoon ma7s.
Dana; chub. Walla shklh ma y7bha -.- 7araaaam!
3afra; don't say that habla!
Dana; its the truth
3afra; y3ne shu tboonhm ykonon foog b3'6 3shan ybynoon 7g elshai5a dana enhm inlove?
Dana; NO I don't see sparks.
5awla; please bs, can we stop talking about them? Roo7h bla radah enshallah.
Dana; 5awool shu raych enseer wild wadi bachr?!
5awla; yaaaa ybalna en'3yr jaw
3afra; weere inviting shamma too
5awla; ur new best friend?
Dana; hahahahah
3afra; t'3aaraain??
5awla; haha '67kteni ana a'3ar mnha laish?
---
*shamma*
Shamma; wait 3mair
He turned around and smiled
3mair; halla
I came closer to him and hugged him.
He was shocked but he hugged me back.
I felt warmth and love.
I think I'm starting to fall for this perfect man.
I raised my head and looked at him
Looked into his eyes..
Shamma; your eyes are honey
3mair; honey?
He laaughed,
Shamma; I mean the color -.-
I blushed and looked down.
He kissed my head
3mair; yalla rdi da5l b3dain bt9l fech.
Shamma; enshalla!:$
I runned back to the room like a kid.
I was happy , beyond happy.
Shamma; A7BHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
HEY!
Hello Everyone!!!!!
Ill be posting soon enshallah. Thank you for being so sweet and patient!
If you need anything or if you have any questions,
please dont hesitate to ask my cousin @MeeraMarri.
ill be sending her the posts and shell be posting them. so basically shell be the manager for a couple of months. I dont want you guyz to wait more so the blog will be updated by her.
I know im the worst blogger ever but bare with me.
I LOVE YOU! YOURE THE BEST!
Enshallah ill be back soon.
Ill be posting soon enshallah. Thank you for being so sweet and patient!
If you need anything or if you have any questions,
please dont hesitate to ask my cousin @MeeraMarri.
ill be sending her the posts and shell be posting them. so basically shell be the manager for a couple of months. I dont want you guyz to wait more so the blog will be updated by her.
I know im the worst blogger ever but bare with me.
I LOVE YOU! YOURE THE BEST!
Enshallah ill be back soon.
09 June 2012
ITS SHAMMA
Hello my lovely readers,
As you all know ive been through a major accident which had effected me mentally and physically. El7mdllah im recovering but ive got non-stop pain going all over my body.
I can TYPE and thats good. something to cheer me up!
My legs are in pain..
Im really bored out here in GERMANY with nothing to do
Sitting on the hospital bed and staring at a big boring TV. Ive requested to get a laptop and they agreed so HERE I AM!
Im planning to start a new page of life,
I dont really know what to wrtie for O&K's story, every plan i had in mind got vanished.
SO i dont know,
should i start writing a new story or try and complete O&K
I have a story in mind and thats great
Ive seen many things here and i can connect all the things ive seen to my story,
I think this might make my readers g mad since theyve waited alot for O&K's next post.
what do you think? new story or O&K?
Id like to thank my cousins, REEM AND MEERA, for always being there for me and helping me through everything.
I love you guyz!
xoxox
- Shamma
As you all know ive been through a major accident which had effected me mentally and physically. El7mdllah im recovering but ive got non-stop pain going all over my body.
I can TYPE and thats good. something to cheer me up!
My legs are in pain..
Im really bored out here in GERMANY with nothing to do
Sitting on the hospital bed and staring at a big boring TV. Ive requested to get a laptop and they agreed so HERE I AM!
Im planning to start a new page of life,
I dont really know what to wrtie for O&K's story, every plan i had in mind got vanished.
SO i dont know,
should i start writing a new story or try and complete O&K
I have a story in mind and thats great
Ive seen many things here and i can connect all the things ive seen to my story,
I think this might make my readers g mad since theyve waited alot for O&K's next post.
what do you think? new story or O&K?
Id like to thank my cousins, REEM AND MEERA, for always being there for me and helping me through everything.
I love you guyz!
xoxox
- Shamma
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