O&K 14

Next day * At Grandma's house *

I was staring at these beautiful statues they've got. They come from a wealthy family mashalla. Even though 3mair is young , heve got things that I can benefit from and we can live by.
I'm so happy that I finally found my man, I've been waiting for so long.
My heart wasn't broken once or twice , it got broken by many people.
Family, friends, boyfriends, and more. Even strangers.
I can't describe myself as pretty
I'm average.
I have the curves
I have the smile
I have the personality
But I lack confidence

I give everything but I rarely get back. I want to settle down , to start a family , to be loved and to love back.
3mair is the one. I feel it, I know it.

I smiled to myself and felt my fone vibrating
It was him
My face shined.

Shamma; good morning!

3mair; ahlain!

Oh his sleepy voice ~

Shamma; how are u?

3mair; sleepy

I giggled and he giggled too.

Shamma; well were going to wild wadi today

3mair; what? Today? I think m5tl6

Shamma; ya I knw

3mair; what do u mean u know , go tommorow.

Shamma; mb 3a kaify 3mair, elbanat yboon elyoum.

3mair; enzen elbsi shay y'36i sh3rch w jsmch.

Shamma; enshallah:$

3mair; hmm mno sayr bl'6b6?

Shamma; dana w 3afra w 5awla.

3mair; 5awla?

Shamma; ya 5awla a'6ni

3mair; aha enzen yalla bye , have fun

And he quickly closed.
Uffffff , we didn't even got time to talk. I hate this!

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5awla; IM TELLING U IM NOT GOING!

Dana; u suggested it 5awool!

3afra; COMMON! It will be fun

5awla; w b3dain its mixed today, my dad will kill me.

Dana; so what! Its not like u haven't lied to him about this.

5awla; what! Shu t5rfen dana? I didn't lie, I went because of 3ma--

And then I stopped.

They looked at me

3afra: and his name appears again.

Dana; well too bad , he's not coming today :)

5awla; well too bad I'm not swimming ill be sitting watching u

Dana: that is boring 5awla!

3afra; really 5awol? Are u shy?

5awla; shy wayhch, I don't feel like swimming. I have my period.

Dana; bullshit

3afra; go die 5awla, t3ali dano let's pick the sexiest swim suit!

Dana; yeah -.-

They gave me the look and went to the dressing room.

5awla; UFFFFFFF I hate u guyz.

Yes I don't want to go now because I don't feel comfortable. I don't like people staring at me especially men.

Gbl kan '3air, gbl they wouldn't dare to look at 5awla. He was with me
He held my hand
He watched over me
He led the way

Now he's not here
And I wouldn't dare. It doesn't feel right. It just doesn't.

I layed down on my bed and looked at the ceiling.
Grabbed my phone and went through all the chats. I have tons but one caught my eye.


3mair Alx;
La tseren wyahm.



What?!! Is he serious? Why should I listen to him.

5awool *??:
Na3am?

3mair Alx:
La tseren.

5awool *??:
Lool you're funny.

3mair Alx;
Too bad , I don't find this funny at all. I'm not asking you , I'm ordering you.

5awool *??;
I think you have your own wife to order around.

3mair Alx;
Ana glt ely 3ndi w enty t3rfen shu tswen


WHAT THE HELL!
I threw my fone and hollered

5awla; GET ME THE SEXIEST MOST GORGEOUS SWIM SUIT!

Dana; what?

3afra; YAAAAY 5awool is back!


I smiled. If he really wanna play this game , its fucking on babe.





Dana; pink or purple?

5awla; white!

3afra; yes yes white!

Dana: shu white! I don't like it

5awla; give it to me -.- bsr3h were late.

I grabbed the suit and headed inside the bathroom.

I kept thinking that its wrong. Don't do it 5awla. Go back to the bedroom. Wear your shorts and get over it.

But ana ensanah 3needa. Ma7b 7d y2mrni w 59oo9n 7d may59h feeni:)

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Shamma; I don't think 3mair will like it.

Dana; what! He won't even see us! Don't worry!

Shamma; what if he came?

3afra; why would he:s?

Shamma; idk I'm worried!

5awla; were here!

I jumped out of the car, put on my chanel sunglasses

Covered my body with a see through black cloth and headed inside.

The place was filled.

It was filled filled with hot americans
And disgusting 5leji's who won't stop flirting with every girl they pass by.

I took a seat and watched kids laughing. Mothers screaming. Men fooling around.

I loved the view.

U can see burj el araab
And its amazing! I think I'm gonna be enjoying today.


But suddenly....

Someone taps my back...


3mair; why are u here exactly?





Shamma; HES HERE! :O I TOLD YOU!


Dana; SHIT!


3afra; where where!

Shamma; there! Right next to 5awla !!

Dana: why is here 3afoor!

3afra; shdrani la -.- mtfyj ha

Shamma: omg! I think he looks angry

Dana; why and 5awol looks frustrated.

Shamma; he should be -.- look at what she's wearing.


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*dana*

Shamma; he should be -.- look at what she's wearing.


I looked at 3afra b3d klamha, shu 89dha? Klh wla 5awool. She can't judge her.

3afra; she looks stunning. May59h hoo

Shamma; I know I know but he has the right to be mad , its a bad image.

Dana: no its not! He has to care about u and only u!

Shamma; calm down!

3afra; let's go!

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*5awla*

5awla; why are you here?

3mair; answer my question

5awla; answer mine.

3mair; 5awla!

He grabbed the chair and took a seat. He couldn't handle seeing me talk back at him. He never liked it.

3mair; mywd 3mri jdam elnass tra w b3dain shu labsa.

5awla; shu y59k ya5i 9dg f'6ool w rzh.

3mair: 5awlaaaaa!

I got scared.

I stood up but he grabbed me from my arms and pulled me wrah.

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*3mair*

She looked aaah I don't know. Amazing. Her body is just gorgeous.
I can keep looking at her without even blinking.
She's killing me.
She can't share this with everyone. I feel like its my property. She belongs to me.

I don't know what I'm saying or what am I even doing but I couldn't.
I couldn't handle the fact that men could be watching her and thinking about her.

5awla; Hdniii ufffff

3mair; dshi elsayarah!


5awla; ma bdsh hdni!

3mair; DSHI!

He pushed me inside and closed the door.
He got into the front seat and drived as fast as he can

5awla; s5eef

Ignore 3mair.

5awla; fe kl shay yba ytd5l.



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*5awla*

My arm is hurting me!
He pushed me into the car like I'm his dog.
He's taking me to I wonder where.


5awla; 5ays!

I kept cursing and curisng and all he did was 6aff me.
I hate being ignored.
Hate it hate it.


5awla; NZLNIIIIIIIIIIII

3mair; eskti! Mmkn tfhmeni shu labsa.

I looked at my body. I knew It was wrong. I felt like a bitch.
But he pushed me there. Why does he care? Why does he give a fuck what I do?

I kept queit.

3mair; ha fhmeni wla mat3rfen shu tgoolen. El9ra7h 9dmteni.

He looked at me and I looked down.


3mair; yalla enzli.


I looked around and It was that same park we were in back then.

I smiled

He gave me a hodie and I placed it on.
I ran like a child. This place is so special u can't imagine how.



5awla; OMG 3maaait tt'thkr hal shay!

He laughed and laughed. He stood there.

I grabbed his hand and I made him run with me.
I forgot why I was mad.
I forgot everything.
I focused on the moment were sharing right now.