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O&K 21

3mair got back inside and I was left alone, thinking, WHY do I have to listen to him? Why is my heart telling me to not be stupid and go while my head is telling me to ignore everything he says and forget. They always say that forgetting is easy, just don't think about him. Ngol elshay wayd as'hal 3n nsweh. Reality hits you so hard when you least expect it. You see, 3mair and I, where never a 'WE' from the beginning! Why is all this happening, I decided to have feelings for him when he gets married or I was lying to myself this whole time when I was convincing my heart that he's just a cousin, a jerk to be more explicit.

'no 5awool, ma bt9e7en, ma btswen che fe 3mrch, btogfen a7enh w bdshen w bt'67ken, chnah mb mstwy shay!'

I stood up, fixed my hair. Smiled to myself and slowly walked back in. I could almost feel the tension from here. He's holding her small womenly hands and I look at mine, they look awful. I need to book a nail appointment. Ugh 5awla, snap back to reality!

I take a seat and a huge breath of air at the same time.

Haidar: 5awla shfeech 9ayr wayhch a9fr

5awla: mdry ymkn mn kthr el akl

Haidar: haram 3laich ya m3wda shno klty a7eenh

5awla: ma 3laina

They were all staring at us while we're having this useless conversation. I can feel O's anger, and I'm loving it.

Afra: shu raykm nseer klna now na5th ice creaaammmmm!!!!

Trying to fix the crappy mood we are in, said Afra. But I don't want ice cream. I don't want to see him holding her hands. I don't want to see them smiling. I don't want another girly '3maaaaaiiiiir' sound coming from that perfect mouth. Seriously. She's so perfect on the outside, I'm about to go insane. Why would he ever leave that girl_art_sculpture for me.

3mair: no, kl w7dh tnjl3 baitha w bla klam fa'6y. Dana tbain nw9lch?

Afra: ha ha bdaina 3mair, no favorites. Stop being biased ya5y, and you'd usually ask 5awool that NOT Dana.

3mair's face went pale. Shamma held his hand,

Shamma: babe I'm tired

3mair: ok 7bebe mshaina

They stood up. Said theri goodbyes and left. Dana was surprised,

Dana: did he just ask to give me a ride? How random

Afra: ikr

7aidar: lol shaku! Laish kl hal 9dma

Afra: you see haidar, let me a brief explanation about 3mair, the girl sitting infront of you is his bestfried, he asks her for everything and us, Dana and I, we're well nothing which is obviously weird you know. We're the perfect ones.

She rolled her eyes and we all started laughing. That's exactly why I love this chick, she changes my mood.

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I was never one to think I was pretty. My eyes are nothing to compliment. My height makes me a head shorter than all my friends and family which is unfortunate. So getting the attention of haidar was just ridiculous. The way he looks at me makes me feel like he's interested, bs ma b76 fe thmty and I don't even like the guy 'that' way.

A knock on my bedroom door brings me back to reality.

Laura(maid): 5awla, should I start packing for you?

Khawla: packing? Forrr????

Laura: your mother said you're leving to abudhabi tommorow so maybe I thought you want to pack.

Fuck. He did what he wanted to do. As always. Typical 3mair. But come on, am I dying to go? HELL YES. Will I ever show that? HELL NO.

5awla: ummm ok I'll pull out some things and you pack them.

She left and I looked back at the mirror, maybe a change somewhere would make me feel better. Maybe change my hair color? I don't know. Something has to make me feel different and fresh. Am I excited for what's going to happen in AD? Absolutely. Me. Him. Us. That's where magic happens. O&K.

I don't know if I'll feel guilty. I don't even know why am I having all these naughty thoughts in my head. It's not like I'll sleep in his arms or he'll kiss me and grab me by the hand and sweep me off my feet there. I seriously need to stop watching movies. Wake up khawla. He's fucking married.

 

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Hey all!

I know you guys have been waiting a lot and we (shamma and I) apologise for taking this long! This blog has been abandoned for months and we feel so sad about it so Shamma decided to pass this blog on to me, call me 'W'. I hope I can make it as good as she did and the story will be continued based on my ideas and hers. This blog will mostly be controlled by me but shamma's ideas will definitely be taken into considerations since she's the original owner.

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A post will be published on November 21!
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- W.

O&K 20

I love you guys and I'm so sorry for making you wait xo.

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5awla: omggg omggg omgg you guys! Here he come! 

Dana: oh god, who 3mair? Maba ashoof uff f'6e7a.

5awla: no no its 7aidar, look at him 3afoor and rate his sexiness from 1-10.

3afra: gosh 5awla, he's a frickin 11.

5awla: eskty eskty yay 9oobna.

Haidar appeared with a huge smile, looking really happy that he finally got to see me and my crazy cousins.

He took a seat next to Afra which made her feel very awkward and shy. I can see her blushing and its just so funny.

Haidar: ma bt3rfeny 3laihm 5awol?

5awla: oh yes! *laughs* so the gorgeous girl sitting next to you is afra and this sexy human being is dana *pointing at her*.

Haidar: nice to meet you guys, 5awla told me a lot about you! I'm haidar but I think you all know that. 

A conversation started easily between 3afoor, Haidar, and I while dana has been making all these weird annoying faces that shows how much she's hating his presence around us. 

I couldn't handle seeing her giving all these rude stares at my friend so I decide to grab her hand and take her somewhere to clear things out.

I'm not the type that is patient nor can hold her temper. When I need to say something, I have to say it at the moment. 

5awla: dana will you come with me? I need to grab something from the car! 

Dana: what? 

5awla: excuse us guys!

I grabbed her hand and pushed her with me to the parking lot.

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*Afra*

I wanted to kill afra and dana, leaving me alone with a hot dude who happens to be kuwaity too.... Not acceptable. They totally forgot about our girl codes.

Haidar: someone is feeling so awkward right now, wanting to kill her cousins for leaving her with a stranger....

Does he read my mind or what? Am I that easy to read?!

3afra: whaattt? Noooo!

Haidar: oh yes, look at those eyes begging 5awla to come back. I promise I don't eat or bite.

3afra: whatever. So are you loving Dubai so far? What's there not to like anyways.....

Haidar: its not my first time in dubai, been living here for months now!

3afra: oh coool....

And the awkward silence starts again... Shoot me now :) 

Haidar: do we order already, IM HUNGRY!

3afra: me too! I'll choose your food and then you'd have to judge my taste.

Haidar: It better turns out delicious.

3afra: well you'd have to compliment me either way. A girl doesn't like to feel like she did the wrong thing or made the wrong choice.

Haidar: I don't know how to compliment people, I'm easy to read just like you are.

3afra: really? I'm not easy to read at all...

Haidar: you're like an open book. Those face expressions explain everything. Right now you're shy, a moment ago you were nervous. You need to hide those feelings a bit miss afra.

And he left me speechless.....

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*Khawla*

Dana: STOOOPP KHAWOOL wain yalsa twdeeny?

5awla: shu hal 7rkat ely tswenha da5l? T36en elrayal n'6rat 5aysa w tt2f'faain mn el9b7 chanah yals 3la galbch!

Dana: well first of all, a weird stranger sitting with a group of girls in a restuarant isn't a nice image by the way :)! What were you thinking? Brining a man to sit with us infront of all these people. What would they say? What would 3mair think if he saw us?!!!

5awla: what do you mean? I don't care what 3mair thinks, he has a wife to worry about, not us.

Dana: yalsa tsm3en klamch? Mylsa rayal '3reb wyana w a7eenh m5lyah 3afoor da5l bro7ha wyah! Enty mb el5awla ely a3rfha..... 9dmteny

5awla: shu 8a9dch dana?

Dana: 67ty mn 3ainy, hatha 89dy :) 

5awla: stop saying things you don't even mean!

Dana: I meant everything! Now leave my hand and let's get back inside!

5awla: ok bs lazm t3rfen enh kalamch wayd '6aygny

Dana: its always painful to hear the truth....

She left me and went back inside. How bitchy of her?

I sat outside for a couple of minutes trying to understand and take in what just happened..... Am I wrong for allowing a friend to get to know them? Is it wrong to have a man as a friend? 

I needed answers but there was no one there to give me some.

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*shamma*

We get into the restuarant and the first thing I see is dana and afra which makes me really furious. This night was supposed to be ours. 3mair and I ONLY. Now I'd have to share him with two more people, they'd ask us to come and join them or 3mair would suggest that we should join them. I felt so bad and angry that I wanted to leave before 3mair notices his cousins.

3mair: oh shamoo, shofy hnak! Dano w 3afoor! 9dfa 7lwa!!!

He hurried towards them which makes me feel really jealous.

Shamma: hey dana, sh7alch 3afra!

I greeted them but then there was this guy who looked so familiar that I couldn't even focus at anything else!

Shamma: OMG HAIDAR?

Haidar: halla shamma! Sh7alch, mabrook 3l zawaj!

Shamma: allah ybark feek, shu hal 9dfa el'3reba! 

Dana: he's 5awla's friend! 

Shamma: really? Well haidar and I have been friends since university.. How are you? M8eem hny wla roo7ah w rdah l'lkwait? W kaif t3rf 5awla?

Haidar: 7aliyan hny! 5awla t3rft 3laiha fl jam3a *he lies*.

Shamma: ooh! Well its nice to see you!

3mair: elsalam 3laikm 

haidar stands up to shake his hands but my hubby gives him this weird 'fuck off' look and returns the shake with a fake smile. 

Why is he so rude? I try to cool things down while having a conversatiom between D, A, and H while O was so busy day-dreaming.

I grabbed his hand from under the table and he gave me a warm smile. I hate it when he keeps on thinking about something else instead of being into the conversation with us.

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*Omair*

So they were all there at the table except for her, where was she?

I didn't want to ask and seem like I care but really where was she?

why did she bring him to a restaurant and she made him sit with her girl cousins. I feel like punching him and slapping her for acting so childish and dumb.

I decide to leave and breath some fresh air outside instead of sitting with a guy who has an eye on my love. I excuse myself which makes everyone so shocked and especially shamma who seemed really annoyed. 

But I had to, this place, this table, elmkan yals y5ngny w mdrebha wain hathech 3shan a6l3 7rty....

I take a step outside and I could see her sitting on that bench near the parking lot. I realized her even though she seemed far away.

I walked closely to her and sat next to her.. She seemed very shocked and she quickly tried to wipe her tears.

3mair: laish t9e7en

5awla: kaif 3rft eny hny

3mair: mb yay 3shanch, bs 6l3t w shftch

5awla: ahaa, mb yalsa a9ee7 :)

3mair: w mno sm7lch telsen w tylsen bnat 5alatch wya rayal '3reeb mat3rfen shay 3nh? Et5blty enty wla 5ala9 nsaity el9a7 w el'3l6?

5awla: lw yay 3shan t36eny m7a'6rah maba asm3ha, dano kafat w wafat, ma g9rt!

3mair: zain tswy fech, el7mdllah w7dh fekm feha 3agl!

5awla: shu tba mny 3mair? Rd da5l 3nd 7rmtk

3mair: 6al3eny 5awool

She looks up and stares at me, I get close and she steps back

5awla: don't even think...... You can't just make me want you and love you when you're already TAKEN by someone else. What a loser I swear!

She plans to get up and leave but I pull her back down, forcing her to sit.

I start yelling 

3mair: so I'm a loser for loving you and feeling like killing you right now because there's a stranger inside that fucking restaurant who likes you!

5awla: la t2lf 3la kaifk enzen, he doesn't like me wla shay w 7ta lw he does tra hal shay mool ma y59k.

I grab her from her hand and I bring her close to me.

3mair: after 2 days, elsa3a 8 el9b7 tkonen ready n7n sayren AD!

She was so confused and shocked.

5awla: AD? Mno n7n? W laish sayren? W hd eydy.

She steps back

3mair: mno n7n y3ne, ana wnty. W laish may59ch bs swy ely gltlch 3nh.

5awla: la walla el2a5 wayd mkyf w ma5th ra7tah! Shu tt7km feny entah, ma bser wyak wla mkan.

3mair: 5awla ana glt, elsa3a 8 tkonen jahza. Ma b3ed klamy.

I leave her and I step back inside.

She wanted answers but I couldn't give her any. I just need her for myself, all alone, away from all of this.

What am I going to tell shamma? I have no idea.

What is she going to tell her parents? No clue.

But I need her. I want her. I crave her.