O&K 21

3mair got back inside and I was left alone, thinking, WHY do I have to listen to him? Why is my heart telling me to not be stupid and go while my head is telling me to ignore everything he says and forget. They always say that forgetting is easy, just don't think about him. Ngol elshay wayd as'hal 3n nsweh. Reality hits you so hard when you least expect it. You see, 3mair and I, where never a 'WE' from the beginning! Why is all this happening, I decided to have feelings for him when he gets married or I was lying to myself this whole time when I was convincing my heart that he's just a cousin, a jerk to be more explicit.

'no 5awool, ma bt9e7en, ma btswen che fe 3mrch, btogfen a7enh w bdshen w bt'67ken, chnah mb mstwy shay!'

I stood up, fixed my hair. Smiled to myself and slowly walked back in. I could almost feel the tension from here. He's holding her small womenly hands and I look at mine, they look awful. I need to book a nail appointment. Ugh 5awla, snap back to reality!

I take a seat and a huge breath of air at the same time.

Haidar: 5awla shfeech 9ayr wayhch a9fr

5awla: mdry ymkn mn kthr el akl

Haidar: haram 3laich ya m3wda shno klty a7eenh

5awla: ma 3laina

They were all staring at us while we're having this useless conversation. I can feel O's anger, and I'm loving it.

Afra: shu raykm nseer klna now na5th ice creaaammmmm!!!!

Trying to fix the crappy mood we are in, said Afra. But I don't want ice cream. I don't want to see him holding her hands. I don't want to see them smiling. I don't want another girly '3maaaaaiiiiir' sound coming from that perfect mouth. Seriously. She's so perfect on the outside, I'm about to go insane. Why would he ever leave that girl_art_sculpture for me.

3mair: no, kl w7dh tnjl3 baitha w bla klam fa'6y. Dana tbain nw9lch?

Afra: ha ha bdaina 3mair, no favorites. Stop being biased ya5y, and you'd usually ask 5awool that NOT Dana.

3mair's face went pale. Shamma held his hand,

Shamma: babe I'm tired

3mair: ok 7bebe mshaina

They stood up. Said theri goodbyes and left. Dana was surprised,

Dana: did he just ask to give me a ride? How random

Afra: ikr

7aidar: lol shaku! Laish kl hal 9dma

Afra: you see haidar, let me a brief explanation about 3mair, the girl sitting infront of you is his bestfried, he asks her for everything and us, Dana and I, we're well nothing which is obviously weird you know. We're the perfect ones.

She rolled her eyes and we all started laughing. That's exactly why I love this chick, she changes my mood.

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I was never one to think I was pretty. My eyes are nothing to compliment. My height makes me a head shorter than all my friends and family which is unfortunate. So getting the attention of haidar was just ridiculous. The way he looks at me makes me feel like he's interested, bs ma b76 fe thmty and I don't even like the guy 'that' way.

A knock on my bedroom door brings me back to reality.

Laura(maid): 5awla, should I start packing for you?

Khawla: packing? Forrr????

Laura: your mother said you're leving to abudhabi tommorow so maybe I thought you want to pack.

Fuck. He did what he wanted to do. As always. Typical 3mair. But come on, am I dying to go? HELL YES. Will I ever show that? HELL NO.

5awla: ummm ok I'll pull out some things and you pack them.

She left and I looked back at the mirror, maybe a change somewhere would make me feel better. Maybe change my hair color? I don't know. Something has to make me feel different and fresh. Am I excited for what's going to happen in AD? Absolutely. Me. Him. Us. That's where magic happens. O&K.

I don't know if I'll feel guilty. I don't even know why am I having all these naughty thoughts in my head. It's not like I'll sleep in his arms or he'll kiss me and grab me by the hand and sweep me off my feet there. I seriously need to stop watching movies. Wake up khawla. He's fucking married.