Awaal shaay!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY YA EMARATIII
Fdaait blaadi wallaah :*!!!!!!!
Fdwaa lch elroooo7 <3!
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(Khalifa)
7amda :s with my own brother :s
Seriously l hal drajah nathla w cheap?
She broke my heart
Amoot wla ashoof hal shay ystwi jdami ! FE OUR HONEYMOON ! FE OUR BED ! FE BAITNA
Enzeen laish yalsa t9ee7 7'6rtha ?
Maybe Mayed sawa shay?
La la 5aloof , u5ook mst7eel yswi feek chee
7ta 7amda mst7eel tswi che feeni !
All these thoughts yaww fe balii
I paused , looking at them
Knt m39b WAYED ! Knt aba aseer azlzl elar'6 3laaihm
Bs mn el9dmh knt wagf
Mb 3arrf shagool kaif at9rf?
Shu elmafrooo'6 elwa7d yswi fe mw8f che?
I decided to turn around and leave
I wanted to yell ! Akser eldnya 3laiha w 3laih
Bs something inside stopped me , maba ashoofha wla ashoofh !
I grabbed my fone w 6l3t
Fj2a asm3 9ootha tnadeenii
I can feel her running to catch up with me
7amda; 5ALOOOF PLEASE ESM3nii !
Omgg 5alooof wageef plzzz esm3nii
Bmoot traaa
Lafaait wla ashoofha , chee mayta mn el9yaaa7 w mtdmra nfsyn
N9 jsmhaa makshoof but she tried covering it up wya elhoddiie
I gave her a cold stare , 7taa wayha yablii el9daa3 a7eeenh
5aloof; SHU BTFHMEENI HAA ! AY EXPLANATION BT36EEENI HAAA! Ana el'3abii a9ln elyy 9dgt ench t'3yrtii
6aa7at ta7at 3l ar'6 et9ee7 w trms ! Ma fhmt shay mnhaa
Knt daye5 rasi y3wrni , galby mjroo7
63nthh !
She was holding my legs b eyydhaa !
G63tlii galby bs kaif agdr ajablha b3d ely shftth
Shthaa b ryoolii w rw7tt
All I could hear was her yelling my name
Yelling to stop me
To say that I misunderstood
But really?
(7amda)
I was broken litterly
Shatni b reelh ! W wdrni che 3l ar'6 brooo7i
He doesn't trust me , bs maloomh ely shafh mb shwaya
I kept crying for DAYS and DAYS !
He never came back , for 5 days t8reebn ana bs yalsa fl 7jrh a9ee7
At9l feeeh , a6rshlh msg
No reply
Mayed was not there too , I called him begging to tell 5aloof the truthhh
But all he did was laugh , he's not stupid to ruin his relationship with 5aloof even moree
He traveled to the US enh ydrs
W nobody ygdr enh yt9l feeh wla they contact him
L2nh ma6rshlna his number or anything
So as simple as it seems
Sherad el78eer
Sherad ely mb rayal mool :)
(5aloof)
Knt mahmoom l drajah m7d ygdr yt5ylha
3shgthaa , 7baaitha , 76aaitha fe 3yooni , kanat kl shaay
Ft7tlhaa galby w 76aaith bain eydainha
W che tswi feni?
All I did was smoke at the beach
I had no mood to talk to anyone
Ma knt mtfyj ajaabl elnass wla armsha wla ashoofha
Kanat kl youm tt9l feeni w e6rshli msgat enh malhaa thanb w klh mn mayood !
Bs my brother would never never never do this to me , especially mayood y3ne
We have a very strong relationship !
Akeed he l3bt b 3aglh w 5lth chee yswi
I know 7amda very well , I believed that she changed
Bs I guess I was wrong , her past is still the present
Lel2sf 7amdoo lel2sff
Bachr knt lazm ard , ard baitna agoolha enh were going back to dubai 5ala9 ......
(7amda)
Knt 6ay7a 3l bed , I coudlnt sleep while he was gone
Kaif eyeeni noom wna a3rf enh 7alth nfs elzftt
Knt a7awl a'3m'6 3aini w argd bs w mansh mool
Maba a3eesh 7ayah mafeeha 5aloof
I just can't !
Fj2a wna fe my own bubble thinking about him w tears falling
7saait someone yd5ll ! Galby b'3aa ywgf
Thinking it was mayed again :s rejaa3 el78eer
Bs it was 5aleefah
3la 6ool I stood up w ylst 3adel
Ma 3abarnii 7ta
Ufffff aahhh !
I shivered wna yaya brms
7amda; 5aloof
5alifa; ESMI MAYEE 3LA LSAANCH FAHMA?
I cried ! I cried while talking
7amda; laish laish laish! Walla el3a'6eem ma sawaait shay walla 5aloof wallah ! "Sniff" 6aal3niii
I stood up w srtlhh
Ywdt wayhaa
7amda; 6AL3NIII ! Shoof shaklii , shoof 3ainiii !
Hatha wayyh w7dhhh btswi shay chee ! 5aloof walla u5oook wallah el3a'6eem wallah! I love you and u know that!
He pushed my hand away w daznii b3eed
Mn kthr ma his push was strong
67t 3l ar'6 w I started crying even moree
De5al el7maam w saar 7a6 rash 3l couch
Hell sleep there , aaahh
(5alefa)
6ool ellaail wna asm3ha t9ee7 w barely breathing !
I wanted to just go hug her and tell her that everything will be fine
Bs knt mt'6ayg wayd , ma knt 7aab enyy adgha wla ashoofha , che her touch made me want to throw up
The fact that she was touched and seen half naked by '3airy made me explodee mn el39byhh
I couldn't sleeep
Galby kan y3wrni wayd ...
I was thinking about divorce l2nh adrii I will not be able eny astmrr wyahaa 7taa lw a7bhaa w magdr atnfs bdoonha
Elyy estwaa wayd w by2thr feenii wayd ! I know myself ,,,
(7amda)
@ the airport , on our way to dubai
We were in our seats , sitting silently
He haven't talked to me at all , che nothing wla 7ta ebtsamah!
I decided to talk to tell him exactly what happened w kaif kl ha bdaa
L2nh him ignoring me w hating me is something that I could never handle
7amda; mayed , he was the reason that I was begging you to stay to not go ! He was the reason that I acted weird w mu 6bee3ya ! U kept asking me " 7beebti balach?" Kl ely glth enh I was fine w mafee shay bs I lied . Ur brother freeaked me out , he told me things that I didn't really understand ! He wanted me ! He said that it was ok to cheat since I'm 7amda ! I told him that I changed and that I love u bs ....
5aleefa; w laish yalsa tgoolenly , I'm not intrested into listening to this bullshit
7amda; 5alefa ! I'm serious ! I have nothing to do with this
I started crying now !
7amda; he raped me 5aloof , he took advantage of me while u were gone
Enksrt fe hal l7'6a , 9dg 5ala9 this is too much
Mayed raping me and 5aleefa hating me
What should I do 3shan y9dgni what!
Mb 3laa kaifh y8rrr!
I can see him breaking down , I can see him getting angry , I can see him trying not to loose control
5aleefah; bs eskti 5ala9 ! Maba asm3 9ootch ! Shut up 7amda shut up! Its not like very easy 3lai eny asm3 enh u5ooy ! Same mom same dad tried to rape my wife !
Shu a9dg u5ooy wla 7beebti w 3mri?
7amda; talk to him ! Wajhaah ! Shoof radat f3lh 3gb t3aal etflsf !
5leefah: '3l6anah w traad'deen b3d?
7amda; ana mb '3l6anah ! I've been throught a lot 5aliifa and u were never there for me :)
5aleefah; walla w youm knt as2lch balach! Knt etgoolyly mafeeni shay !
Laish ma glteeli enh kl ha kan ystwi !
7amda; l2nh ull losse control , l2nh this will happen
Ull remember my past and ull judge l2nh ma tba t9dg enh u5ook yswi feek che!
That made him quiet
I placed my hand on top of his
But he pushed my hand away
5alefah; ur touch makes me feel disgusted
Dm3tt , hal jmla jr7tnii wayd :s how could he say this !
7amda; l hal draja?
5aleefa: w akthr
I decided to shut up
5allefah; I was thinking about divorce
WHAT ! NO NO NOW THIS WAS TOO MUCH
Fj2a 7saait b doo5a w eny 5ala9 b6eee7 !
Yywdt eydhh w ylst a9ee7 mn el5aa6r che dmoo3i kanat 7arah wayddd
7amda; 5aloof plz la twdrni plz :( hate me bs la etwdrnii ! Hate me bs la t5leeeni :( hate me latdgni latsweeli salfh bs don't walk away !
I don't mind livving che u hating me wallah bs el3eesh'h bdoonk mgdr!
5lefah; walla w ay 3eesh'h btkoon hay? Btkoon a5aas mn eny akoon mb mwjood ! 7amda 5ala9 I don't think I can see ur face everyday without feeling pain w 5yanah
7amda: shhhh just shhh enzeen
5aleefa; laa ma bskt ! W shli eych 2a5r mrh agoolch
7amda; don't leave me 5alifah....
Elm'6eefah; please seatbelts and can u stop the drama? Its distracting me ! Well be in dubai after 2 mins
She smiled w rw7t
Ms7t dmoo3i l2nhh byst8bloona reemo w a7mdoo w mama w 3mthh
obeeeih!
ReplyDeleteKlaa mn hal mayed el 5ayes!!!
No no no please let them have a happy ending!
Mskeeena :/
- N
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ReplyDeleteaba a3aarf sho bystwy :"(
AAH
MAYED EL 7A8EEERRR UFFFFFFFFFFFFF MADANEEEEH PLZ KILL HIM IN THE STORYY Y8HAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!
ReplyDeleteYES I HOPE MAYED DIES IN A PLANE CRASH ON HIS WAY TO SPAIN !!
ReplyDelete7AMDA IS CURSED </3 BTW LAISH ISMHA HAMDA? MY NAME IS HAMDA =(
Amaaaazing Story u r a great writer ,, keeep it up dear ;*** <3
ReplyDeleteI hated maayed he is 7a8eer only cowards run away and khalifa must knw that
I reallly felt sorry for hamda ;(;(;( really sad ... I hope everything works out <3
N; enshallah thell have an happy ending ;p
ReplyDeleteAAH; ill be posting today !! :*
Anon; hhh I know right ;@ wayd y8haaar
Anon/7amda; esmha 7amdaa l2nh i like hal esmm (a) w 7araam adri she's been through a lot :(
Alreem; thnxx 7ubyy ;* enshallah evertything will work out
We'll be waiting
ReplyDeleteAAH
I cried reading the post. :|
ReplyDelete3awirat galbiiii!:'(
Next post please!:(
Q; aayb babee klh wla dmoo3ch <3 :* !!!
ReplyDeleteAAH; posting 38 now ;;)
i hate mayed and i dnt want them to get divorced
ReplyDelete7amda is been through a lot
please post... i want to knw wat will happen :(
-S
S yallaaa reaadd 38 :* !!
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