O&K 17

*Dana*

Dana: hathech wain e5tft 3afoor!

3afra: walla mdrebha .. Chnha 6l3t.

Dana: '3abya! 6al3a wagt '3l6 y3ne a7eenh elryayel klhm br3 fl reception w he mat3rfenha kaif tst7i 7ta mn her shadow.

3afra: ya allah 9dg bt'thb7ni hal bnt, lazm ayls ajablha 24-7 3shan matswi shay yf'67na klna.

Dana: 5ala9 eskti 3n tsm3 shammo.

Me and 3afra were standing next to shamma, watching 3mair slowly walk towards her. He looks really good, handsome.
But I was really worried about khawla, I kept searching everywhere for her but I was sure she wasn't in the 8a3ah. She left.

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I quickly left the parking lot and headed inside. I couldn't stop smiling, finally I met a new person who can't judge my past. I finally found someone who I can talk to and hed understand without me trying to explain.

When I entered the reception it was filled with men. White kandooras everywhere! I was about to faint but I had to head inside the 8a3ah, I'm sure 3mair left with shamma by now. Its 2;30 am so they'd already be in the car heading to the hotel.

I got into the 8a3ah and I saw my family on a table having dinner. I sat next to dana and grabbed a plate but before I could open my mouth and start eating, they started staring at me and I was waiting for their lecture.

Dana: WAIN KNTI?!

Afra: tra 3aib, klna kna wagfen ela enty enzen.

Dana: w b3dain kaif t6l3en wnti t3rfen enh ryayel eldnya bykonon bara3.

Khawla; wal wal wal! Hadoo! Srt 3nd sayarti.

Dana: wallah? E7lfi? Mat'thkrti sayartch ela al7en , youm bydsh hoo.

Khawla: walla 3ad kaify maba ashoofh maba ashoofhm shu y59km feni 5ala9 5aloni broo7i.

Afra: agoolch krmena b skotch w eat wayd a7sn

She gave me a death stare and dana rolled her eyes.
I just wish they felt what I felt. They don't know the pain.

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He was holding my hand and we were heading to the car. His mom was holding fstani mn wra and someone held the b5oor and helped me get into the limo.
He was queit.
He was cold.
Maybe he was nervous?
I don't know. I just didn't feel the excitement.

His mom left and my mom left. I was in the limo and he was outside, saying his goodbyes to the family and some of his friends. I waited for him to get in but it took too long.


3mair: shamma shwei bseer w bared ok? Bs shwei.

Shamma: awaih 3mair, wain btser hal wgt.

3mair: etryaini shwei fl syarah.

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They were talking to me but I wasn't there. All I was thinking about was her , K. Where was she?
I had to find her before leaving. 3ndi kalam mal snh. Bs kaif bagolh ana ma3rf.

I threw the bsht in the car and the '3tra + 3gal and ran back inside.
I was running like a crazy man looking for something special he lost.
I entered the 8a3ah, and there she was.
Nobody was in there.
Dana
Afra
K
And cleaners.
She gave me her back while dano and 3afoor gasped when I entered.

Khawla: bsmllah balakm yal 5bayl.

I heard her voice that makes my day. I felt weak. I wanted to run towards her and take her into my arms.
Her dark black hair.
The smell of her favorite perfume.
Her red dress.

Dana: 3mair!

Khawla: seeri walli rdaina?

Afra: la la 5awol 3mair 3mair warach.

Khawla: tt6nzon? A'67k?

3mair: 5awla

She turned around slowly and looked at me.
She was shocked, her face just what I needed to see. She looked more than beautiful.

I smiled.

Dana: 3maairoooo! Enta maynon? Shu yaybnk hni? Wain shamma!

Afra: agool m95tha 3ad

Dana: OMAAAIRR! Tsm3?

They were talking but she was queit. I wanted to hear her comment. Her voice. Her words.

Fj2a, her fone started ringing.

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My heart was beating so fast. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't talk. I couldn't move. He came all the way back just for me, to see me?
Am I supposed to feel happy or hate myself for having another girls man?
I don't know. I was confused.

His hair, his eyes, his smile.
The kandoora on him.
Oh God.

I feel my fone vibrating and rashed almajeds song starts playing.
I wasn't there. I was with omair on our land living our fantasy.

Dana: 5awol! Mobaylch!

Afra: HEEY ENTY! Your fone is ringing!

I was completely starting at him and he loved it. He was smiling. I'm still in shock.

5awla; ana? My fone?


I slowly moved my ears towards my hand. It was really hard. It was like my eyes were attracted to his eyes.

I clicked the button and said " aloo" without even seeing the caller.

Khawla: halla 7aidar!

I smiled and they all gasped.

Dana: 7aaidar mnoo


I shushed her

Afra: yal 3yara golly


I grabbed my shaila and slowly headed outside. I totally forgot about his presence.
I bumped into him before stepping outside.
I thought I was dreaming and my fone was the alarm or 7aidar was the alarm.

3mair: wain w mno ha 7aidar.



5awla: shway 7aidar 3gb bt9l feek.

He said ok and I closed the line.

3mair: s2ltch s2al.

5awla: 7aidar, 7aidar hatha ely wyay fl jam3a , ely wyay fl group. Hayh group ysa3dni.

3mair: wly wyach flgroup byt9l fech hal wagt. Ma3ndh email y6rsh, lazm r8mch? Shu yba?

I was scared and I couldn't focus. He was so close. I couldn't lie. I was trying so hard to lie.

5awla: 3mair shu fek? Balak gltlk wyay fl jam3ah 5ala9 hdni.

He pushed me away and I almost fell. I grabbed the chair.

5awla; laish edz walla? Agool ser jabl mrtk a7snlk w 5lni ana fe 7ali. Tra ana 3ndi e5wan w 3ndi obooy walla.

3mair: walla w t8len adabch? A9ln ana el'3l6an ely yay armsch w adwr 3laich. Y3ne shu al7en kl ma bntshawf bnels nt'6arb w nsb b3'6. Mno sm7lch t36en r8mch 7g wa7d '3reb y3ne lw oboch 3eraf bykon ra'6i?

5awla: hayh! L2nh he's my classmate w y7taj r8mi 3shan were working together.

3mair: tra kalamch mb dash 3gli.

5awla: a7sn.

I grabbed my heels and started running outside.

I felt like crying and commiting suicide. Why why why? Why do we always fight? Why is there  always something to argue about?

A9ln laish laish trden 3la 7aidar jdamh laish yal habla?

Chan al7en yalsen trmson w ygolch ely fe 5a6rh.
Uffffffffffffffffff :(

He came back inside 3shanch. Wadar his wife 3shanch. Wadar kl shay 3shanch.

Bamoot.
Uff.

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Dana: 3mair please rd 3nd shamma w la tf'67na

3mair: t3rfen mno 7aidar 3afoor.

Afra: walla ma3rfh ya 3mair w la t'6ayg 3mrk tra galtlk hoo mno w please rd 3nd 7rmtk wain mwdrnha enshallah.

3mair: ana mt'6ayg walla. Ma7bha mabaha 3aysh 7ayat rayal thani. He mb 7gi ana.

Dana; est'3fr rabk 3mair w rd 3ndha.

3mair: a7bha hathech dano walla a7bha walla abaha walla.

I threw everything around me and headed back to the car. lw ana ma aswa shay 3ndha w ba3tni che 3yal galby 3afha.


Shamma: OMAIR! Walla 5ft wain rw7t?

3mair: mashay 7beebti.

I kissed her cheeks and got inside.